I started my B-Tech life(Engineering) with a g8 liking for a girl on the very first day when I saw her the first time. I don't know whether that was only an infatuation or something else but couldn't say anything to her. In between, my classmates made me start liking an another girl. Why I am giving them credit for that ?? Because they used to talk all the time that she liked you. So I started noticing that girl and love , like or whatever that was, started gradually but again failed to initiate any conversation with her. Not because of any ego of who will initiate first but due to my lack of confidence or shy nature.
I hate to admit it but I haven't gained any confidence about girls. It's not like I am not having friends in girls. I do have but the real reason behind my having some female friends despite being so shy is either they started the talk completely or there was mutual desire / understanding between I and the girl to have each other as a friend. I don't have any female friend with whom I initialized one sidedly and flattered with her to be her friend.
With each passing day,some things altered. The first girl became my very good friend and my random love type thoughts about her either vanished or I suppressed them. The motive behind this was not so special just to follow the changed circumstances. And the soft corner for the second girl remained intact till my third year.
In my final year I underwent some toughest time when I broke up my friendship with a female friend since second year due to her careless, dominant and disrespectable attitude towards me or in general her friends. This event disturbed my composure for some days . I even abused her a lot for that. But this indirectly helped me a lot. I then started thinking what type of girl I want to live with. Whether I would have been happy with these girls I have counted. The answer was no. So I completely removed my mind from the thoughts of the second girl.
I failed to mention I started liking a girl's nature (be specific not girl till now) in 8th sem/ final year. And I don't know how it happened but I found her the best girl for me , absolutely my type , totally compatible to my nature. But again shy nature or less confidence came on the way and blocked my all paths of successes except my day dreaming for this beautiful girl(forgot to mention she is unrealistically cute). I still wondered why I hadn't liked her at the first place when I first saw her or listened about her.
But today I gathered the courage and sent her some pleasantries. She seemed to be in a complete mood to talk. I've heard she is a very complicated girl who doesn't want to include any boy in her life but I'm confused why it is so. I found her messages very friendly. We messaged each other for about 2 hours from 11:45 to 1:54 A.M. She was enjoying talking to me , I think so.
I was so happy that I started writing it. I don't know what is going to be next but still hopeful for her. COME ON readers ! just pray for me. She is a very nice girl and sometime I feel I can't have a better girl than her.
I will tell you the future events as they happen. SO WAIT TILL THEN........................
I hate to admit it but I haven't gained any confidence about girls. It's not like I am not having friends in girls. I do have but the real reason behind my having some female friends despite being so shy is either they started the talk completely or there was mutual desire / understanding between I and the girl to have each other as a friend. I don't have any female friend with whom I initialized one sidedly and flattered with her to be her friend.
With each passing day,some things altered. The first girl became my very good friend and my random love type thoughts about her either vanished or I suppressed them. The motive behind this was not so special just to follow the changed circumstances. And the soft corner for the second girl remained intact till my third year.
In my final year I underwent some toughest time when I broke up my friendship with a female friend since second year due to her careless, dominant and disrespectable attitude towards me or in general her friends. This event disturbed my composure for some days . I even abused her a lot for that. But this indirectly helped me a lot. I then started thinking what type of girl I want to live with. Whether I would have been happy with these girls I have counted. The answer was no. So I completely removed my mind from the thoughts of the second girl.
I failed to mention I started liking a girl's nature (be specific not girl till now) in 8th sem/ final year. And I don't know how it happened but I found her the best girl for me , absolutely my type , totally compatible to my nature. But again shy nature or less confidence came on the way and blocked my all paths of successes except my day dreaming for this beautiful girl(forgot to mention she is unrealistically cute). I still wondered why I hadn't liked her at the first place when I first saw her or listened about her.
But today I gathered the courage and sent her some pleasantries. She seemed to be in a complete mood to talk. I've heard she is a very complicated girl who doesn't want to include any boy in her life but I'm confused why it is so. I found her messages very friendly. We messaged each other for about 2 hours from 11:45 to 1:54 A.M. She was enjoying talking to me , I think so.
I was so happy that I started writing it. I don't know what is going to be next but still hopeful for her. COME ON readers ! just pray for me. She is a very nice girl and sometime I feel I can't have a better girl than her.
I will tell you the future events as they happen. SO WAIT TILL THEN........................
